PAINFULL FOR EVER.

..TO overcome those dificulties ..hard situations...tough experioncies
sad moments ..and to be effected by loosing a great person like yuor mother..it is not that easy specialy when you are a bit far from the event place..so as a muslim i should always say ..it is afact of life ..so to accept the lost of the most important person to my own life ..what i can say ..in this moments ..after the huge experionces of living in a places of ethenic distirpiutions and fights ..rebbels..or bandits.. seeing the death often and often every time any where without any recognisition to the victims...how hard is that..? to be familiour to loose your pepole ..just leaving you to live with the unlimited pains..and for ever ..a load which you will be carrying the whole tme till you will reach your final distination..OH GOD. GIVE US THE POWER TO STAND FOR SUCH AN EVENT....definitly i feel like disawearness and perhaps disable at least mind wise ..so GOD will ease my pain and get me back to life..

dear Sary,

Really I have geatly been impressed by your idea. It inspires supernatual feeling. However, if you do not mind, I think you sometimes forget to think in English Language in some few palces. In genral, your idea is more than verg good.


Yours Faithfully,
Ahmed.

HI brother Ahmed.. you over there at the saudies place.. on the other side of the great red sea.. i realy believe on sharing ideas and too i love to have good words from you....first I want to tell you that i feel sorry to know that you are a bit far ..i hope you will be around soon..then we will injoy knowing you in a bettter way ..you know ..for me i was a an editor in elsahafa daily news paper for quite a good time ..before that i was working with THE DAILY STAR NEWS PAPER..so some times i feel l;ike refreshing my self by escaping from the straight arabic trying or ithink it take me around safely without opening my book excactly with its hidden aspects..GOT IT ...i hope you are..